I think that I have been learning a lot in the state that I have been in the last few days. I have been pretty pulled away from God; unfortunately to say, it was of my own will. I think that I was trying to ignore what was going on inside of me, and just live how I wanted, or something like that. I am not sure.
Anyway, God has been teaching me a lot about fear. Actually, He has been teaching me that although I know about fear, and what it's definition is, I do not understand it at all. In any way, shape, or form. So, God is teaching me that I cannot do life alone, and that fear will control my life if I try to do it. (the worship team is talking and I can't really concentrate right now...)
But I think that it is cool that ****again, distracted by the worship team...***** Maybe I'll finish this later.. yeah, for sure..
