Friday, December 2, 2011

Update

"For the grace of God has appeared, bringing salvation to all men, instructing us to deny ungodliness and worldly desires and to live sensibly, righteously and godly in the present age, looking for the blessed hope and the appearing of the glory of our great God and Savior, Christ Jesus, who gave Himself for us to redeem us from every lawless deed, and to purify for Himself a people for His own possession, zealous for good deeds.
These things speak and exhort and reprove with all authority. Let no one disregard you."
-- Titus 2:11-15

This was part of my devotions today, and it just really struck me as awesome, and packed full of good things :)

On another note, Josh and I have stayed pretty busy lately, with weddings and family time and work and everything else going on. Joe and Kelsey's wedding was very nice, and we enjoyed our time in Midland. This weekend, we ended up in Mt. Pleasant by ourselves, even though we were planning on making it a teen trip with our youth group juniors and seniors. We were planning on taking them to the His House Christmas program, to La Seniorita for some burgers, and then taking them on a tour on Friday of campus. But all of them bailed Thursday afternoon. So we prayed about it, and decided to go ourselves :) It was a good time to just relax and enjoy each others' company. We had some friends who were kind enough to set up an air mattress at their house for us to sleep on (We slept in Shepherd at the Shephard's house :P). Friday we got some shopping done (We really miss having a Meijer close to us, as well as Aunt Millie's!) and then decided to hit up Sam's Club for lunch (SAMPLE TIME!!!) Then we had a coupon for a free slushie at SpeedWay, so got that and just drove around for a while. It's crazy how just driving around becomes so enjoyable after you have a baby and they aren't with you :P

Next weekend, we are looking forward to a weekend in Chicago to see my sister-in-law Amy get married to Alex, and then after that, who knows what is going on!

Thats an update on our lives right now. God has really been moving through us, and we feel like big changes are coming sometime in this next year, but we aren't sure what. We are just trying to keep our focus on God, and not let anything disrupt His plan, including ourselves and our wants :P

Oh, and Aurelia is doing wonderfully after her run in with Pneumonia; she is completely off of her oral antibiotics/steroid and is only doing breathing treatments a couple times a day. We will probably continue the treatments at least once a day throughout the winter, but she is doing great and she is enjoying life :) She now her two bottom teeth and is really wanting to get walking, though Mommy and Daddy are hoping that won't happen for at least a couple more months ;)

Thursday, November 3, 2011

Make Your Own Baby Wipes

So, I thought I'd share what I've been doing since Aurelia was about three months... a friend shared this with me, and if you know who the Dugger's are, this idea came from them.

Making your own baby wipes saves you money and I actually like them better because they aren't as wet, leaving Aurelia with less diaper rash. They are also great to keep near the high chair, as they work great to wipe sticky hands and faces, and I don't feel bad using them because they are a lot cheaper!

HERE'S HOW TO DO IT:

Save an old ice cream pail, and cut a slit in the middle of the lid. Take a roll of BOUNTY paper towel and cut it in half ( This is the most difficult part.. I would suggest an electric knife, and we dont even have one, its just what I thought would work way better).
Place half a roll of paper towel in ice cream pail and add:

2 CUPS WATER
2 TABLESPOONS BABY OIL
1 TABLESPOON RUBBING ALCOHOL

I usually mix all three things together and then pour on the paper towel, so that it is covered evenly with the oil and alcohol. Let set for 20 or 30 minutes, then remove cardboard from the middle and voila! You have your own baby wipes!

This would work great for toddlers too, so for all you moms out there, try it out and see if you like it! Its much cheaper than buying wipes :)

Friday, October 28, 2011

The End of the Month

It's almost November. It's almost a New Year. I almost have a one year old. I have a rambunctious kitten. I've lost ten pounds. I have coached a season of volleyball.

This fall season is rapidly turning into winter, and there isn't a break in sight. Sometimes I think I like it that way, because then I dont really have to face the real issues that are in my family, or more specifically, my relationship. But more on that later.

In the beginning of the month (I'm actually not sure if it was this month, or last month, so we are going with this month), I posted that I wanted to lose ten pounds before November. I really feel like I haven't been losing any weight, especially with being sick and have a sick family. But the scale shows numbers that say I have lost ten pounds, and I think I can be happy with that! I also found that some of my favorite pants from the prepregnancy days fit me again, and that was a good discovery, as well as a motivator to keep up the good work so that I can fit in to the rest of my pre-pregnancy pants!

That was the mega find from yesterday. Today, I woke up to a fairly happy baby, despite the long, frustrating night we both had. Aurelia, the baby who doesnt like to be rocked to sleep, wouldn't sleep unless I was holding her. I guess its comforting when shes teething. Finally, after about three hours, she fell asleep enough for me to transfer her to her crib for the remainder of the night. I did find out that her cute little halloween onesie from Grammie and Papa glows in the dark, though :P

Anyway, this morning, she was in a pretty good mood, such a good mood that she peed on me before I could get her into the bathtub... :) I guess making it nine months and only getting peed on twice is pretty good :p

Now that volleyball season is over, I guess I go back to being the housewife that I was before hand. Josh will probably be happy for that because even though I wasn't very good at it, I at least got the laundry done throughout the week, unlike durng volleyball season. I was never good at having dinner ready, anyway. I'm just not really the housewife type, I dont think. While I love being home with Aurelia all day, I enjoy the away time from the house.

While there were many good things about volleyball season, the best would probably have to be the fact that I have improved in the game enough that my husband enjoys playing on my team now. After two years, we have something we can do together and not fight about. Thats an accomplishment. I really do enjoy playing volleyball and kind of wish I could play it everyday.

I'm pretty tired, so I should probably get some sleep before my long weekend I have ahead of me.

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Long Week...

This week has been pretty long and crazy. Starting last week on Tuesday, I got a cough and was down and out for a day or so, but then seemed to feel a bit better. This Sunday, Josh woke up with a fever, and had it for a few days, until if finally broke on Tuesday night. Monday night, we had a pretty big game for our volleyball girls... we played Deckerville, a very strong team (both 7th and 8th). It was a good night when we managed to pull off not one but two wins!

The whole week I have still been battling with a cough which I think I can narrow it down to really bad allergy stuff, but I'm not too sure. No fever is involved yet, but I have had a huge migraine all day, been super tired, and have had some major congestion. On top of me feeling worse and Josh starting to feel better, Aurelia is teething hard core, causing her be the most fussy she has ever been. We actually experienced an attitude from her tonight during the third or fourth hour of trying to put her to bed (She decided to chuck her bottle on the ground twice). I feel bad for her, because I know she is mainly just tired and frustrated and in pain, but there is only so much I can do for a little girl who doesn't want to be cuddled and rocked to sleep :(

Also, we had another game in Peck on Wednesday, and that was a rough time... I am pretty sure Satan was there waiting for us the moment we walked into that school, and in the gym, you could probably have cut the tension with a knife... It was a really rough night; the Peck 8th graders were making fun of the 7th graders while they were playing, the refs weren't really calling anything, and the girls were just off their game. 7th grade couldn't pull off a win, but despite the troubles and with a lot of prayer, the 8th grade battled it out and won. (They were pretty upset with the 8th grade Peck team for making fun of the 7th graders, so they weren't just playing for themselves, but also their future teammates!)

On top of all that, this week has been emotionally tough for me. I feel like Satan has been feeding me a ton of lies telling me I am not good enough of capable enough in many areas of my life. I'm really struggle with my workout times and being consistent, and not eating junk, and I know that Satan uses that as a HUGE attack area. I feel like its one of the only things he has left, and if he can keep me from working out and feeling good about myself, that is the way to do it. I haven't been able to work out in a couple of weeks because I have been sick and taking care of my family, and I think that is why I have had such a hard time with it all. Satan is getting into my head, but I need to tell him to back off, because MY GOD IS BIGGER. And always will be on my side.

Please pray for our family to get healthy, both mentally and physically so we can fight off Satan in our home and in this community!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Should I Trot?

In college, when I got sick, I think I actually took advantage to it, because I didn't really have responsibilities and I could just let my profs know I was sick and then not worry about anything until I got better. Now things are a lot different; being sick brings on a plethora of frustrations: not wanting to get the baby sick, not having energy to clean or workout, not being able to go to practices and/or games. And sleep is hard because the kitten is crying or the baby is crying or if they are both sleeping, everything I can't do is swimming around in my head, keeping me awake!

Whew. Okay, I got that off of my chest. The good news is that Mucinex helps with the coughing and hacking, and helps me to feel a tad more human. Also, Marvin is the cutest kitten ever, and loves to play with Aurelia, which makes me feel better that she has a playmate when I don't want to get too close to her to share my germs.

So here's the REAL issue: I haven't been able to do much physical activity this week since my body is tired and I have a hard time breathing, but the Turkey Trot is in a couple weeks here in Kingston! Should I still do it? I would love to be able to do not one, but two 5K runs this year, but I'm not sure if I could be ready for it. Also, Josh wouldn't be able to do it with me because it would be the morning he gets home from the lock-in... I am not sure what I should do! I used to have a turkey trot sweatshirt that I got from GoodWill. I never thought I would be contemplating on actually running one myself :P

In other news, we've had a pretty good week, although busy. Volleyball is going pretty well... I think the girls are ready to be done with volleyball season, so as coaches, it is our job to keep them pumped up, which is difficult, especially with teenage girls. But I really enjoy coaching them; they are all great kids! The 8th grade coach told her girls that if they win the rest of their games, she would dye her hair purple... I hope they win them all!!!!! :P

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Fall Colors

It never ceases to amaze me every year, the beauty God creates in the fall. I will be driving to the store, or to a meeting, and I will be overcome with such joy and amazement at the majestic beauty of it all... the deep reds, vibrant oranges, bright yellows. I can't even explain the feeling I get sometimes... Its like an excitement so true that all I can do is gasp, and try to stay on the road (because usually I am driving :P) I gasp, and thank God for such brilliance. He could have just let summer turn brown and bland before the snow fell, but He chose to paint His canvas with succulent colors.

I sometimes wish it could be fall all the time, but I think I wouldn't appreciate the magnificence of the season then. Fall always seems to be a time of refocus for me -- God really makes me stop and think about just how Great and Amazing and Big He is. I could be outside for hours on end in the cool fall breeze, with the colorful leaves surrounding me, maybe drinking a hot cocoa :) With my Bible and journal, it makes for the greatest time of reflection, prayer, and time with My Father!


What do you think about the fall?

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Thinking about Thinking IV

I was looking through old notes today from Facebook, and realized how much I enjoy writing. I was also noticing the responses to my writing, and then wondered why I stopped writing. I went through a pretty big writing phase my freshman year of college, and it's what really got me through the tough times. I think that it is something I should start again, because it was fun for me, and seemed to benefit others as well.

I started a series called thinking about thinking. Usually they were just free writes about whatever was on my mind. If you want to read them, you still can, because they are all still up under my notes on my Facebook page. So I decided to start that back up again, and here is number 6. Its a bit of a different style, but change is good :)

Speaking of change, a lot has happened in the last three/four years... move to MP, start college, get baptized, meet a boy, get my first boyfriend, first kiss, engagement, marriage, move in together, move to OH, move back, have a baby, marriage, be a mom, coach volleyball... whew! I never thought that this is where I'd be today, but alas, this is where I find myself: a small rinkie-dink town that no one has ever heard of serving Jesus and teaching teens about Him. But it always makes me wonder, what are my old friends up to? Where are they now? Are they still following Jesus? Do they remember me? The girls I coach were trying to guess my age. They thought I was 26. That was a lot younger than the 8th graders thought I was... 28-34... I thought to myself, man, I'm only 22 and feel like life is flying right by me! I can't imagine what I'll feel like at 34.

What are we doing with our lives, anyway, are we serving the one true God or serving ourselves? The time we have on this earth is so precious and so limited, do we spend it watching TV and playing games on the computer? Or maybe we are always texting. Thats not much of a way to live, if you ask me. I admit that I spend way too much time on FB, and I am working on it, I think. But I want to live an exciting life, helping people learn more about God and giving all the glory to Him! Watching joy spread across the face of people who are so thankful for a warm meal, or a place to sleep.

What will you be doing when Jesus comes back? Texting your friends from your couch? Watching TV? Wasting time? That question gets me every time I ask myself that. I don't want to be on Facebook when Jesus comes back!!! I want to be glorifying Him when He comes back! Serving, reading, teaching, praying, seeking...

Life changes when you have a baby, and my life got way better. I don't know what I would do without that beautiful little girl in my life every day. I know that God can take her from me whenever He sees it necessary, so I am going to use all the time I have with her to love her, and build her up in Christ, so that she can go out and serve others and love others the way jesus did. I couldn't imagine my life without her! Every sleepless night, frustrating day and puked on outfit is worth the joy that she brings into my life. There is no greater joy to me here on earth than seeing her playing and figuring out how to do things, and getting so excited when she does! I look into her face and see the image of God staring back at me, eyes so expectant, and full of love and admiration. She loves me, although. :)

I have a lot on my mind and kind of just want to keep typing. I was also aiming for more of a creative write, but that didn't happen tonight. Just gotta go with the flow :) I am going to leave you with a video that is awesome from a very talented band, Tenth Avenue North :)